July 15 2022 9:33pm

You are to weak to beat me again. You got too confident and let down your guard and BOOM I’m in control again. Don’t you feel so weak and stupid. You should. I was always there waiting and watching for you to get comfortable. I whispered little nothings into your ear all day and night. You’re not good enough. You don’t deserve happiness. You’re a failure. Nobody loves you. You’re a loser. Everyone knows you are nothing but a lowlife loser and drug addict. They will never trust you again. They will never forget. They don’t care if you are alive or dead. They didn’t miss you then and they never will. They are better off without you. You’re a shit mother. You have no friends. You can’t carry on a conversation without an anxiety attack when u are sober. Face it you are and always will be a loser and you will always fail. Stop trying. You will make a fool of yourself every time. Stop fighting me. Just give up end it once and for all.